TomK32

Hell what's going on with me? Can u tell me? I can't. Yesterday I broke up with Johanna. We had wonderfull 6 1/2 months together but since I moved to Rosenheim and we saw each other only at weekends, things broke up. I'm really missing her, she does the same, but I can't live being only two days a week with her. Is there something like an emotional memory? If, mine is too worse for a weekend-relationship, much too worse. You could make me angry, really angry at you but the next week everything would be fine again. I can't remember at Fridays how she smelled, how her skin felt like, her voice, hair, eyes... The last three weekends the athmosphere was down either cuz I said something I shouldn't have to or she got angry about things not running perfect. It ran the wrong direction and I didn't know any other solution. The best for use might be to move back to Berchtesgaden and to be with her. But Computer Science is the thing I want, need to study. I hate breaking up. It hurts so much, and it hurts most to see Johanna cry. I don't know if she ever understands, but I hope so

Just came home. 11pm and I'm drunk!!! StuPa (Students Parliament) is soo much fun. Such funny people doing all that funny stuff and I'm one of them. Today was students radio (only one lousy hour per week) and they gave 10x2 tickets for the biiig party tomorrow night away. And? Of course we (sitting around at the StuPa's office) called the folks on the radio (also members of the StuPa) and wanted two of these fucking tickets - although we don't need them, except selling'em on EBay. Finally we were on air - not planned - and gave two tickets to the first on who phoned in. Five seconds later (really!!!) a grrl called us and we got rid of the tickets. No one else but an real asshole called us! Imagine that guys! This asshole complained cuz there were only 1,000 tickets for ~3,800 students. Ain't that good, I know, but the administratives' forced us to, elseway this pary would be the last one on FH-ground (FH = university of applied sciences). So there was no other chance than to limit the tickets that radically. I'm sure the party tomorrow will be a great success.