TomK32

a ton of updates want to be written down right now. Charlie really rocks, he sung with his band although he has this ugly fracture. I think that's the best he could do in such hard times, having some fun and as he wrotes the people loved that :-) He has also written down a pretty detailed entry in his diary, check it out. But back to me, on Saturday Christian (who lives in our house) and I drove to Kaserbar, I drove cuz he's only 16 or so. As you maybe know on Sunday night Germans screw back the clock an hour, back to CET no more CEST :-( That's why Kaserbar was open one more hour to 4am CEST and although it was compared to other nights quite empty we stayed till the end :-) it was worth it, two girls (first not worth being mentioned) came to me. You know I'm one of those who stay in the background, I don't dance often (except I'm drunken), but cuz I'm not a ugly guy ;-) girls often come to me and ask if I'm sad and why I don't dance. Anyways the second girl who came to me didn't give up and if there's one thing I can't resist then it's beautiful grrrrl. Yesterday I met Maz in #oswd at irc.openprojects.net who's new there and who has a neat website which had (upto yesterday) only a placeholder for a chatbox where you could write a message down for other visitors. So I saw that placerholder and asked Maz if he allready has the code for it, you may allready expect it, yes I wrote him a little php thingy to do that job :-) learned XEmacs' version control functions while coding that (really neat feature) and also included the app into my own website. I'll put up a site for the app lateron so you can use it too.

uhh, here's the whole (and upto now only) snipplet about Charlie taken from his band's site Hey Guys, As you guys know Barabbas is playing at Trybz in Texarkana, TX on New Boston road. There is bad news and there is good news... Last night, Charlie was mugged in Dallas, TX. He was punched between 40 and 50 times on the left side of his face and as a result has a fracture in his bone around his eye. He spent most of the night in the hospital and as told the band he wants to play the show anyways. He's in a lot of pain but on his request the band will try to play the show. We'll do the best we can. We really would love to see as many people that can fit in Trybz at this show. All the support you can show the band will be apprecaiated. Thanks for everything ~Barabbas

I got 7 out of 15 for my maths test. Quite good for learining nothing. Others who learned more in two days than I do in a whole year scored less points. But I could have 9 of 15 if I wouldn't have done it so slipshodly. The teacher had really compassion on me, but I'm not angry at him, nay, why should I? The English test yesterday was nice but not that hard as I thought. Wrote a cool 240 words essay about which book I'd take to a lonely island (Robinson Crusoe of course) which is either greate work or the worst essay ever... This evening I read a really bad message at Charlie's website. He had been mugged up by some idiots while visiting Dallas, TX for a Tool concert. Damn 'em Didn't talk to Charlie yet, but I hope you feel better soon.

I was busy with redesigning my homepage. It got quite nice, the front image is really cool, I like these old style photographs. The next thing to do is rewriting the diary app, by putting the whole thing into classes it will be easier to include it into my homepage I won't have to run it the way it is anymore. Wrote my Math test yesterday, all the others learned and learned but I did quite well without additional learning, the excercise in math class was enough. I applied for Jetzt yesterday where you have to send them three writings to get applied. They didn't like mine. Sent them a diary entry (translated to German), a poem (Mein Stern) and my latest shortstory. Dunno what they didn't like, maybe they didn't understand the English story, I hate people who only complain but don't suggest you improvments. FUCK YA

Hmmm... wrote a Geography test today, not sure if I done good. Thought that the last four times, but it was never that good. Anyways I don't care ;-) My Logitech Cordless Pro keyboard is still not working, two weeks now :-( Gonna call the service hotline tomorrow, maybe they can help. Typing on this fucking old shit is a torture. Uhh, my hair is growing longer than anytime before, my mom complains every day about :-) but I won't cut it. Maybe I will even stop to shave my face and grow a beard, dunno yet. I released NiftyLinks yesterday, a little tool to manage links on your website, I wrote it for my own box added a few cool features and will include it into my website soon (I'm lazy).

One of my worst habits is that I don't talk anymore to people who broke my heart. Meet Kerstin and Michaela (we were together for a week or so in April, my first and last girlfriend...) in the Kaserbar but talked to none of both. With Kerstin it's clear, she said "Let's stay friends" but that's something I can't accept so I thought to myself: "Fuck you". With Michaela it's something different cause I broke it, but she seems to have a new boyfriend so I don't want to interfer. It's really a bad habit, should get rid of it and surely will some day. You may allready have noticed a improvment in my inter-human relationships. Michaela was to one to started our realtion (yeah, really) I was simply dragged into the whole thing. It was short but nice. Broke because she never had time for me and prefered to be a the bday-party of her ex-boyfriend instead of being with me. I hate these days/nights when I'm confronted with all the shit that happened to me months ago. Good things are happening much to seldom. Damn shit. Ealier this afternoon I was a Sebi's and some friends were allready there. We had a lot of fun talking and playing chess on Sebi's gigantic (really) balcony. Later (8pm) I went to Michi's band playing. Sebi, Angi and Andrea (don't like here that much, kinda annoying) joined later and we watched a great performance although only 50 to 60 people (mostly older) were listening. Michi's band is also half old half young so was the audience, but it didn't matter, was really great :-)

soemtimes my friends are really bullshit. the simply ignore me, or don't do things although they said they would. you can never know what they do next. it's really crap...

Was in the Elisabethbuehne (Salzburg) yesterday evening, they were playing Fahrenheit 541. Nice play I must say, although I never read the book (can't find it in my book-shelf) I like the play. For those who plan to visit it: Fahrenheit 541's official disscusion forum (German) and Elisabethbuehne Salzburg (also German). Later we sat for a beer in O'Malley's and when we (Sebi, Angi and me) drove home we nearly had an accident. Out from the parking space Sebi took a 90° right curve and his car-door opened. At least the one who came from the opposite direction was able to brake fast enough but it was still a shock for us. I think I gonna go drunk tonite, 1-DM-Night at VIVA so you can get drunk very cheap and easy :-)

Family life is getting shit. I've told ya about my dad? He has lounge cancer and had a tumor in his head. Dunno if he got a bit mad cuz of the chemotherapy or because he's at home all day. Anyways it's too much for my mom, he behaves like the greatest asshole ever and even I try to avoid him in the last days. And as if that ain't enough we are forced to connect our house to the local savage water system. We didn't connect when it was build some 30 years ago cause our house's site is below the channel. Sounds strange? Nah, that's quite normal for us, we have a big underground "pool" for our savage water (you can't smell it) and every two years it's fetched by a big transporter. Connecting is possible but we would need to pump the water up but when the river at which our house is built surpasses its limits we have no electricy and so all the savage water might come back into our house... So they try to force us to connect, we would do, but unfortunately the costs will exceed 15k EURO, a sum which is too much for us :-( I hope my mom stays cool, I'll keep cool and I'm sure that the whole shit will pass by and I'll stay alive :-)

Sorry for the missing updates in the last days. I simply was too bored and busy. On both Saturday and Sunday afternoon I had to work in the gas station. Quite relaxed compared to the summer months, fewer tourists coming in. I really would like to work more ofen in the station to earn more money, but at least something. Son Saturday a friend of mine, Vitali who works in the Kaserbar celebrated his bday in the Kaserbar and so we had to party :-) A bottle Ramazotti was done and I had surely a great part of it. Then some other drinks and time went by faster than I ever imagined. We had a lot fun drinking, dancing and singing. After Kaserbar started to close at 3:00 and we had to go, we decided to get some food so we drove to Bad Reichenhall (about 40 minutes by car) to the 24/7 gas station where we didn't get anything warm to eat but at least some coffein :-) We sat there at the station, drunk our stuff and listened to Die Fantastischen Vier - Unplugged which is a really great album. Although I got to my bed at 5:30 and had to get up at 12:00 for work that was surely the best night in the last few months. Next Saturday Michi and his band (his dad, a buddy of his dad and the son of this buddy) play a gig. It surely will be a lot of fun again :-) They play a lot of good olde stuff by Hendrix and that's the sound I really like. Uhh, want some cool music? Get your ears on Raz Ohara - Reality The Avalanches - Since I Left You or The Frank Popp Ensemble - Hip Teens (Don't Wear Blue Jeans) All three are my favourites in the last weeks, hope you also like them. Look for AudioGalaxy, surely the best tool to get mp3z ;-) I'm working (once more) on the link thingy (written in PHP) that I wrote three months ago and it's getting a lot better now (most important stuff works), I think I will release it at fm next week. The diary app has now a finnish translation but I still didn't start to rewrite the whole app :-( lazy Tom... I will also change my homepage in the next days, got bored of the colors and especially the frontimages, the towers and the footprint in sand bore me, maybe some old-style thing will come. Look into my temporary directory for a preview. Didn't talk to Kerstin in the last days, and as it seems I forgot to mention earlier that she said to me last weekend "You're a nice guy and I like you very much, but not enough for something closer..." the same shit as usual.... Oh, Evi and Susi are very bad at me cuz I did't call them in the last weeks, when I met Susi in the Bierzelt last Friday she was very angry and accused me for some 10 minutes for my bad behaviour. Seems like I need to spend this Friday with them to please them, why not? In the last days I was also busy with reading, you should look at really nice stories sometimes ;-)

totally drunk October 3rd is a national holiday in Germany (reunion and such). wasn't out the day before but on oct 3rd. only prob is school 2mo morning, but who cares. had one of the best days in the last fwe weeks. had to work from 2pm to 8pm and arrived at the "Bierzelt" (a biiig tent where u don't do anything but drinking beer) at 20:30. We (the staff from the gas station who wanted to spend all the additional monney we eraned) drunk some beers an after the Bierzelt closed at 22:00 (yes, really but it's Wednesday) we (only half of us (that means 4) left) decided to search for another place where we could get some more beer. so we drove (yepp. I tookl the risk of loosing my driving license) to the Seestadl in nearby Königsee. ater having some discussions there i'm back home now (at 23:00) and totally drunken. some fucking fly is bumping against ceiling and walls and making fucking noise but i don't care, it's just all fine. oh, I met Kerstin at the Bierzelt, talked to her (at least i tried), but she didn't look into my eyes while talking to her. i need a lo sleep now, cya